I’m a very messy person and I think I need help, like, massive help on this. Not saying the state of my apartment sucks - but I accumulate so many things, I rarely put objects back where they belong, I sit on my bed with my clothes on, some nights I slept with my clothes on like ew. My mom and my sister and my aunts are the only people who know about this, I guess some of my ex-boyfriends have seen this (most of them minus 1 were super super neat and would tidy everything up).
I wish I had little fairies over from time to teach me how to get more organized, more neat. I’m really trying my best for the sake of my own sanity and I think I’m getting better every day. But yes, this never comes in conversations because I never ever share! It makes me feel so embarassed and honestly horrible. But truly, I’m working on it.



